Meri deewangi....meri jindagi...meri joobani..

OK friends.....here it starts....with some special touch......enjoy yourself......
Jab vo moholle ki galiyon se nikalti hai to log bavare se ho uthte hain mano bus vo hi reh gayi hai. Uske saye main neend lete hue log khawabon me khoye rehte hain. Bachhe, budhe aur jawan vo sabki pyari hai. Jab tak vo reheti hai to logon ka mann behelati rehti hai. Vo sabke dilon par raaj karti hain. Jab tak vo paas hai logon ke chehre par ek ajeeb si khamoshi bhari mushkurahat reheti hai. Par magar kahin thodi der ke liye bhi vo mohalle se gayab ho jaye, ya kahin cahli jaye to logon ki neend haram ho jati hai. Sab bechain ho uthte hai. Kuchh log to aas pados valo se poochne lagte hai ki yaar kahin tumhare yahan to nahin hai. Jab tak vo vapas na ajaye bus dil main ek khalbali si hoti rehti hai. Kuchh log jalan main ki kahin us ke yahan to nahin, mann hi mann gali dete rehte hain, ki uske yahan kaise hai hamare yahan kyun nahin ayi.
Aisa hi kuchh najara traino main bhi dekhne ko milta hai jab vo tarino main jati hai. Uski vajha se to train bhi ruk jati hai.Longon main uski vajah se jhagde hote hain. Uske log diwane hote ja rahe hain. Par vo hai ki kisiko bhav hi nahin deti. Uske liye garib kya aur seth kya, koi kitna hi amir kyun na ho bus ek najar ko vyakul rehta hain. Uski demand to bus bhadti hi jati hai. Uspar umar ka koi asar hi nahin hai. Har roj ek nayi si lagti hai or manmohak. Mano vo amar ho.
Kuchh log to uska galat istmal karte hain aur use pata bhi nahin lagne dete. Vo bhi badi bholi hai bus sabko apni chamchamti ankhon se dekhti rehti hain. Usko to bus sabka dil behlana achha lagta hain. Sab khus rehen vo to bus ye chahati hai. Par agar usko kisi ne chedne ki galti ki to bus uski khair nahin. Vo agali baar hazar baar sochega ki yaar kahin galt jagah haath na lag jaye. Log to aisa bhi kehete hain ki vo jaan tak le sakti hain agar usko chedon to. Par vo bus unko hi chot karti hai jo use pareshan karte hai. Vo bhi jab had ho jati hai.
Vo jab gaon me ati hai to logon ki hushi a thikana hi nahin rehta, mano unke sapne sakar ho gaye, unka jeevan safal ho gya. Kheton se ate hi sab puchte hai ki use dekha kya. Aur agar javab haan mile to bus kya kehne, sidhe uske paas chalen jate hain. Uski manmohak chaya main aram se baithe rehte hai usko niharte rehte hain. Par kahin usko na dekh payen to logon ka pura din bekar jata hai.
Aur bhai longon kya bataun main to uska diwana hun hi. Usko bachpan se dekhta aa rha hun par abhi tak vaisi hi jawan dekhti hai. Garmi main sardi ki thandak aur sardi main garmi ki rahat. Uski har ek ada ka main kayar hun. Log uske bare main likte bhi hai. Uske bare main maine kafi padha bhi hain, par jitna padhta hun utna hi kam lagta hain. Uske bare main jab ajeeb ajeeb se saval atein hain to main to bus sochta hi reh jatan hun. Par tab bhi mera pyar uske prati utna hi sachh hai jitna heer ka ranjhe ke sath, soni ka mahivaal ke sath, aur saleem ka annar kali ke sath tha. Ab to haal ye hain ki main uske bina jee nahin sakta aur bus use kisi bhi kimat par pana chahata hun. Besarmon ki trah bus uske bare main aur janne ki koshish karta rehta hun par vo bhi kam nahin hai har baar koi na koi bahan banker bhag jati hai, kabhi mujhe sula jati hai. Main har baar usko kisi tarah rokne ki koshish karta hun par abhi tak sab koshish nakam hain. Bus ab to ek hi tammana hai ki jiyun uske sath aur maroon bhi usike sath. Vaise vo videsh main bhi safar karti hai.
Doston meri madat karon taki main apni jaan ko kisi traha bata sakoon ki main use dilon jaan se chahat hun aur uske pyar main pagal hun aur bus ab uski hi hasrat hai taki use main jeet loon aur apna bana loon kuchh fayda utha loon.
Kash main apni jaan ke bare main aur bata sakta .Chalon itna to bata hi sakta hun ki usko angreji main “ELECTRICITY” kehete hain.......:-)
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Is it love....maine na jana

Love.....nothing could describe it better than a melody and the sacredness in it. The vastness it has, the only thing that I know exist that does not need to be taught, and anyone can recognize it without even speaking about it. Just a glare and you know its love. It's all about feelings, the emotions you have.

Last night someone asked me a question that i found really worth answering but i didn’t had the answer then. He asked me what is it that makes you love her so much, that you are mad for her. I was thinking about it all night. Then i finally have my answer. There are no reasons for anyone to be in love. It just happens. You can’t do anything about it. I don't think you won't be knowing about what i have written here from my sleepless nights, and my own experience, though not enough of it i have with me but i know now how you feel when you are in love, especially when you find the girl of your dream to be real. That dreams aren’t fake, they do have some reality.

Every time i see her i feel like is it real, i mean is it really happening, sometimes i fear if i am dreaming, than i pinch myself. I could have taken another way to explain love but a person in my age could explain it better than anyone if he is talking about the girl he always dream......

So, here is what i feel about her. I tried the best express my feeling, but still i feel i can teel you more. For now i think it will serve the purpose of what i want to realise you.

Something has changed today, something might happen,

My hopes are warm again; dreams can see me dreaming,

I can feel my wet eyes, why my legs are shaking?

I want to be yours forever, or leave me i want to keep on dreaming,

I want to achieve something now, I wanna be something,

I wanna make you mine, love you like i have left nothing,

Live my life with you only, I don’t want anything,

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

Flowers looks beautiful than ever i had seen, their smell still fresh in me,

I can feel the pain again; I can feel me heeling,

I can feel the drops of rain on my face, can feel the freshness of my thoughts,

I wanna cry again, you gave my life a meaning,

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

I can’t stop my steps now, something is happy in me,

Nights are stretching again, or i am straining,

Is this the melody in the wind again, or my heart is singing?

I think i am in love and you are the one in whose love i can even afford dying,

And now your face keeps buzzing around, what does this all suppose to mean?

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

I love her more than anything else in my life and every time i went to any place to pray she is the only one i asked for myself with all my selfishness in it. I want your wishes friends, please pray for me.

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O thy Lord is she her......the girl of my dreams I was looking for.............

The chronicles of beauty starts here,

Aroused my dream when I saw her,

A girl so charming even god is her lover,

Here she comes brighter than the glimmer,

Her eyes glows like the consoler,

Like light when night grows darker,

Like a hope of survival in the deadliest disaster,

And the way her eyelids bigots even the setting sun was never so beautiful,

And there is no day for me unless I saw her,

The ultimate shadow of beauty and perfection,

Without her there is no music in the night angle,

The eyes so beautiful I have never seen before,

Speaking million words at a glare,

If I could really write the beauty of her eyes I would like to see in them and know as if I am alive.

Her lips softer then the drop of water,

Sparkling and shattering glory undiscovered,

The smile so glimmery even stars could shy,

The lips so beautiful anybody could feel envy,

Winds blows and kisses her,

O thy lord is she her,

The girl of my dream I always dreamed for,

The girl of my dream I always dreamed for.

Everyone in here is willing to get disguised,

And the way she aroused the love in my life,

The love unbeatable ungovernable,

The love that throws away life,

Like a ride in the heart and nothing could be done come ruin or rupture,

The girl of my essence,

The love of my life,

And Love’s her like the sickness n its cure r there together,

Like blossom and its bloom, like the heat and cold together,

The love that can never be explained with words.

Her cheeks like the shining mirror,

Every word she says spread cheers,

Her voice so melodious u can spend generations listening her,

No music is so beautiful I have heard before,

Without a word, she said nothing to me,

But I heard the heart saying, that she also loves me,

And even though I committed this sin to explain her beauty,

I can’t hold upon myself my heart is so greedy.

And now i know she is her,

The girl of my dream I was looking for,

The girl of my dream I was looking for.

I want to survive the night today

Silence has engulfed everything and this taciturnity will kill me,

I can’t see anything; every prospect seems dull and foggy,

I am feeling so buried inside here, pleading someone to help me,

I can’t hold this thing inside me now, i just wanna be through it,

Feeling a little snoopy today, feeling little dizzy,

I want to express it now, wish someone to listen to me,

Tired of these ostentatious thoughts, I am tired of been lonely,

I have tried a lot to be away from this, tired to move away with bliss,

And every time i moved away i found myself more closer to it,

I want to light some fire; or this coldness will kill me or i will die,

Don’t go on my smile, I am all empty inside,

And i fear it will swallow me if you won’t be mine,

You know that i care for you; you know that i will try,

You know i won’t let anything touch you, till my whole world will shy,

I can’t stop your thoughts now, please let me sleep,

I want to survive the night today; i have a promise to keep.

I want to survive the night today; i have a promise to keep.