Monday, January 25, 2010

Is it love....maine na jana

Love.....nothing could describe it better than a melody and the sacredness in it. The vastness it has, the only thing that I know exist that does not need to be taught, and anyone can recognize it without even speaking about it. Just a glare and you know its love. It's all about feelings, the emotions you have.

Last night someone asked me a question that i found really worth answering but i didn’t had the answer then. He asked me what is it that makes you love her so much, that you are mad for her. I was thinking about it all night. Then i finally have my answer. There are no reasons for anyone to be in love. It just happens. You can’t do anything about it. I don't think you won't be knowing about what i have written here from my sleepless nights, and my own experience, though not enough of it i have with me but i know now how you feel when you are in love, especially when you find the girl of your dream to be real. That dreams aren’t fake, they do have some reality.

Every time i see her i feel like is it real, i mean is it really happening, sometimes i fear if i am dreaming, than i pinch myself. I could have taken another way to explain love but a person in my age could explain it better than anyone if he is talking about the girl he always dream......

So, here is what i feel about her. I tried the best express my feeling, but still i feel i can teel you more. For now i think it will serve the purpose of what i want to realise you.

Something has changed today, something might happen,

My hopes are warm again; dreams can see me dreaming,

I can feel my wet eyes, why my legs are shaking?

I want to be yours forever, or leave me i want to keep on dreaming,

I want to achieve something now, I wanna be something,

I wanna make you mine, love you like i have left nothing,

Live my life with you only, I don’t want anything,

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

Flowers looks beautiful than ever i had seen, their smell still fresh in me,

I can feel the pain again; I can feel me heeling,

I can feel the drops of rain on my face, can feel the freshness of my thoughts,

I wanna cry again, you gave my life a meaning,

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

I can’t stop my steps now, something is happy in me,

Nights are stretching again, or i am straining,

Is this the melody in the wind again, or my heart is singing?

I think i am in love and you are the one in whose love i can even afford dying,

And now your face keeps buzzing around, what does this all suppose to mean?

Is it happening to me again? Or....... i am going mad or something.

I love her more than anything else in my life and every time i went to any place to pray she is the only one i asked for myself with all my selfishness in it. I want your wishes friends, please pray for me.

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O thy Lord is she her......the girl of my dreams I was looking for.............


The chronicles of beauty starts here,

Aroused my dream when I saw her,

A girl so charming even god is her lover,

Here she comes brighter than the glimmer,

Her eyes glows like the consoler,

Like light when night grows darker,

Like a hope of survival in the deadliest disaster,

And the way her eyelids bigots even the setting sun was never so beautiful,

And there is no day for me unless I saw her,

The ultimate shadow of beauty and perfection,

Without her there is no music in the night angle,

The eyes so beautiful I have never seen before,

Speaking million words at a glare,

If I could really write the beauty of her eyes I would like to see in them and know as if I am alive.

Her lips softer then the drop of water,

Sparkling and shattering glory undiscovered,

The smile so glimmery even stars could shy,

The lips so beautiful anybody could feel envy,

Winds blows and kisses her,

O thy lord is she her,

The girl of my dream I always dreamed for,

The girl of my dream I always dreamed for.

Everyone in here is willing to get disguised,

And the way she aroused the love in my life,

The love unbeatable ungovernable,

The love that throws away life,

Like a ride in the heart and nothing could be done come ruin or rupture,

The girl of my essence,

The love of my life,

And Love’s her like the sickness n its cure r there together,

Like blossom and its bloom, like the heat and cold together,

The love that can never be explained with words.

Her cheeks like the shining mirror,

Every word she says spread cheers,

Her voice so melodious u can spend generations listening her,

No music is so beautiful I have heard before,

Without a word, she said nothing to me,

But I heard the heart saying, that she also loves me,

And even though I committed this sin to explain her beauty,

I can’t hold upon myself my heart is so greedy.

And now i know she is her,

The girl of my dream I was looking for,

The girl of my dream I was looking for.

Friday, January 22, 2010

I want to survive the night today

Silence has engulfed everything and this taciturnity will kill me,

I can’t see anything; every prospect seems dull and foggy,

I am feeling so buried inside here, pleading someone to help me,

I can’t hold this thing inside me now, i just wanna be through it,

Feeling a little snoopy today, feeling little dizzy,

I want to express it now, wish someone to listen to me,

Tired of these ostentatious thoughts, I am tired of been lonely,

I have tried a lot to be away from this, tired to move away with bliss,

And every time i moved away i found myself more closer to it,

I want to light some fire; or this coldness will kill me or i will die,

Don’t go on my smile, I am all empty inside,

And i fear it will swallow me if you won’t be mine,

You know that i care for you; you know that i will try,

You know i won’t let anything touch you, till my whole world will shy,

I can’t stop your thoughts now, please let me sleep,

I want to survive the night today; i have a promise to keep.

I want to survive the night today; i have a promise to keep.